I feel like i want to clarify something.
Over the past years MANY people was asking me why i don't play live or why i don't make a tour.
Not only that.. actually i got several offers to play on BIG festivals in several countries all over the world. I always feel so honoured about it. There also were offers which i will regret my life to not take them. I always answer to people that i don't have a band and i don't believe to be a good live singer. We'll thats true but the biggest reason why you don't see me on concerts is this one:
I suffer from anxiety disorder since i was 16 years old. I still don't know why. It's nothing whats happening in my head. It's only my body. I get tachycardia, dizziness and nausea. In this situation i almost vomit and i feel extremely tired after all that. I don't know what it is... Doctors always said it came from something what happened in my childhood. Most of the therapist said the reason is that my parents divorced when i was 13.. but i doubt that, really. This is also the reason i am not able to work a normal job. And it is also not easy for me to work with people personally on music etc. But this is exactly want it want to do.
Don't get me wrong. I don't try to get compassion here. I just want to explain why i've not been on stage for almost a decade now. I only was active as a drummer or other stuff. But never with own music and guitar. BUT i feel like i want to be on stage. I really want to do it. I just don't know how at the moment. Maybe i'll find a way. I hate that stage-fright thing...
The good news is that i am working hard on the new album. There are more than 20 songs in the works for it. Some of them are finished. Like i said before there will be appearances from other singers/musicians on my album. I am sure you've heard of them. The album is titled
"NOT ONLY SUNSHINE". A new single will be released in October or November and it will be a duet with a wonderful women! You'll dig it.
today we tried to perform a brand new song which will be on my new album. The song is called "Nothing In My Head" .. well.. we definitely need a second guitarplayer. But come on.. a like & comment for the shirt!?